Sup guys i know i haven’t been on here in ages mostly because i have been so addicted to playing W.o.W, Reading the Infernal Devices series, G.O.T series and The Percy Jackson series and the sad and not completely surprising passing of my Great Grandfather Douglas Bell. He passed just last week and the hurt is still so there just typing this is really hard for me to do but there is always and upside to things and I am more excited for life now more than ever, Not just for my son but for my partner and myself. I can’t wait to get into life. I am throwing myself right in there and am applying to go to The Learning Connections Landscaping and Design courses as well as looking for a part time job, A new home for my family and hopefully one of my best friends.. If you’re reading this. I am so so keen. I am also looking to start, and i know this is small. But bloging, vloging and uploading singing and short films to youtube weekly on Fridays. Once i get started i shall post a link so y’all can check it out.
Also on the list of things i wanna do is, Stop eating Junk, Drinking far less than i do now, Actually going to the Gym and completely quitting smoking for good. I want my Mind, Body and Soul at the best possible degree they can be.
Its i daunting as hell and I may fail in some of these. I am determined to not get pull down into despair and instead keep my head held high and organize myself out once and for all!
Well for now this is goodbye but i will be back tomorrow with another update! :D
Sayonara! x
Hi all!!!
I have been absent from the interwebs because i am completely and utterly addicted to the lovely series The Mortal Instruments.
I have to thank my lovely friends Mel for that. I’m currently reading City of Lost Souls and I am terrified as to how long I will have to wait for the next book. I’m glad i didn’t read them earlier. I know i would have gone batty waiting for them to come out.
But anyways whats new.. Hmm.
I have a home now.. Still not full of things i want cause we are broke! Note to self. Stop drinking and buy things for your home!
We had our House warming/ My 22 Birthday Party and It was fun times!! XD
I vaguely remember Morgan going.. “Someone will eventually come dance with me. Que Mel. :D It was a really good night. With the exception of some narrow minded people at BP and a certain Gay BFF puking all over himself. XD
I’ll put more photos on as a seperate post cause thats how i roll!! XD
But other tan that i have been a hermit. I’ve been trying to eat right and exercise. The exercise. Tick! Eat right.. EHHHH!! Stupid living so close to the mall.
I really haven’t written much and I keep getting distracted by this…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_642310&feature=iv&src_vid=GzZDrJeDlnE&v=vaDzX7-R2cg
If you like the Hunger Games.. And You like The Music.. Then this ^ is for you! XD
Also check out Leroy Sanchez http://www.youtube.com/user/superleroyvv :D
Its totally worth checking out.. He does Teddy Geigers - For you I will (Confidence) so so cuuuuute! Both versions. xD
OH Teddy Geiger!!
Just cause I can! XD
I was actually thinking about people that i find attractive. Heather Morris who plays Brittany in Glee. Brandon Boyd lead singer of Incubus. Mike Falzone Youtube extraordinaire!! I think I love the talent rather than the appearance of a person. Talented people seem to have this way about them where they seem completely open and confident that i love!
But anyways… Life low down.
Life is pretty great. It should keep on this track and I will be thoroughly happy. xD
Time to leave the Keyboard behind for a bit and hang out my washing. I shall reblog and see you guys later! ♥
Thanks for reading this if you got all the way through. You deserve and alcoholic beverage of your choice and a bear hug! XD
BYYYYYYEEEEEE! ^_^
Brad, why do you show up everywhere playing piano!!!?? When he’s not playing piano in Stars Hollow for musicals or Miss Patty’s recitals, Brad spends his time helping out the Glee club in Lima.
Gilmore Girls, Glee. What a talented man.
(via gleeky)
This is the saddest, most adorable and pathetic looking baby eating anything ever. OMG.
OMG DO YOU SEE HIS EYES.
IT’S LIKE HE’S SO EMBARRASSED AND SCARED AND LOOK AT HOW HE EATS THIS THING.
AND OH MY GOD.
I’M DROWNING IN FEELS.
(via butterrflykisses)
Lol #jennamarbles @jennamarbles #landshark (Taken with Instagram)
- 1. Sexual orientation.
- 2. What I’m really bad at.
- 3. The one person whose arms I’d like to be in.
- 4. My best first date.
- 5. A description of my self-esteem.
- 6. Who my best friends are.
- 7. My favorite book.
- 8. Biggest turn-offs.
- 9. A description of my best friend.
- 10. My favorite animal.
- 11. Someone I miss.
- 12. The reason behind my last breakup.
- 13. What I did yesterday.
- 14. What my greatest achievement is.
- 15. A description of the person I dislike most.
- 16. My 5 favorite songs right now.
- 17. How my last kiss went down.
- 18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex.
- 19. All of the pets I’ve ever had.
- 20. Favorite flavor of ice cream.
- 21. The one place I want to be right now.
- 22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
- 23. Where I have lived before.
- 24. I’ll love you if…
- 25. What are my future plans?
- 26. An internal conflict I have with myself.
- 27. What I’m doing tomorrow.
- 28. What I want to be when I get older.
- 29. Most embarrassing moment.
- 30. Two of my insecurities.
- 31. What I would do if I won the lottery.
- 32. A description of the boy or girl I like.
- 33. What I love most about myself.
- 34. My biggest pet peeves.
- 35. What bands I’ve seen live.
- 36. How many kids I want in the future.
- 37. My idea of a perfect date.
- 38. What I’m really good at.
- 39. Most traumatic experience.
- 40. Where I would like to live.
- 41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
- 42. Do I like where I am now?
- 43. My relationship with my sibling(s).
- 44. All the pets I’ve ever had.
- 45. What I can hear right now.
- 46. My biggest worry currently.
- 47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
- 48. My relationship with my parents.
- 49. Something I should have said a long time ago.
- 50. What my last text message says.
(Source: , via jehan-proubear)
EXTREEEEEEMELY extremely happy! xD Not just cause the bearded man is back in my life, But because i actually have a social life. Don’t get me wrong. I had friends before and when we got round to hanging out it was FUNTIMES. But, I didn’t see people enough and got more and more awkward as the days went by, To the point where i would rather sit in my room alone then be with people. Its sad, but true.
So I made more friends with people i wouldn’t have thought but those are the best kinds of friendships right? I found my best friends like this. People i genuinely trust, People that make me feel great about the life I’ve chosen and myself. And even though people will never understand why I am friends with certain people and I can probably never explain why other than saying.. We just are or It just works. For me friendships are like a romantic relationship. Built on trust, Not always common interests. mostly cause.. People don’t like what i do. Haha
So, I’m on the short list for 2 flats the i have to go view this week. Exciting!! One is a 2 bedroom and the other is a 3. All in my price range. Thank god!! So wish me luck.
I have applied for Jobs everywhere as well as begging for my old job back. But no luck, I guess. I’ll just double up on part timers in wainui if i can get them. Nothing like working hard for the future you so clearly see for yourself and your family. xD
Taylor.. Oh Taylor. He is a butt. Which just reinforced the though.. “Get him into a preschool” It’ll be good for him and myself. I was a bit apprehensive at first cause. Well its all I’ve known for the last 2 and a half years. But its not about me.
Oh and also, On the fun times social scene. Thanks to youtube and Jenna Marbles. Morgan and I have benn and still are plotting ways to destroy people while playing.. Wait for it.. MONOPOLY! Usually a very long dragged out game turned into a embarrassing drinking mess. haha I can’t wait!
Life is sweeeeet!
One of my new favourite collectives for summer (it’s not new in general, but new to me) is Brian Butler’s Ice Cream People.
Basically, he provides the cone and you provide the ice cream! It is the best.
Aside from the tumblr blog there’s also a blogger presence.
It’s a birthday cake! Omfg.
My birthdays in a month!! OHMYGOOOOOOOOSH! PLEASE!!
(Source: holmesmycroftholmes)